Lost. ~Aloha Mirror

I was right.  Was i wrong? 

I thought i had it figured out?  

Where, what and how i wanted to be. 

I thought it through didn't i? 

So why am i here now

Whats this mess! 

Run Salubi! 

From this confusion 

Run! 

But to where? 

The forest is thick

My feet are starting to hurt

My legs can no longer carry me

Am tired. No! am sick.

So. 

Am clueless

Caved

Tired

Frustrated

Angry

Dispossessed

Sick.

Am LOST.

I had my life planned or so I thought

I was excited

I had heard so many inspirational talks, read lots of books I was ready to do new things. But now am back to my reality. It was all a facade. Now what? How to I find my way, how do I get out… my heart is numb, all there is is just emptiness.